Another Brick in the Wall
by Geov Parrish
"We don't need no education...no dark sarcasm in the classroom...all in
all, it's just another brick in the wall..." -- Pink Floyd
I'm freshly back home, after an unexpected cross-country trip with long
stretches of road in which the only AM radio choices were rebroadcasting
the
same four talk radio dittoheads.
And what should greet me, but the whole Brian Emanuels episode? Normally,
the
words "racism" and "Seattle schools" in the same sentence, especially in
this publication, mean that blacks are getting screwed. And they
are.
But Emanuels' fate is, in that context, a person bites dog story, a genuine
case of white guy getting screwed.
Especially after the training I got listening to 16 Clear Channel stations
while driving through Southern Idaho, I should be sputtering outraged
indignities about the PC Police. And I'm a member.
So allow me.
Emanuels, in case you're not up on your local Jerry Springeresque school
district dramas, is the white former Cleveland High School teacher who
resigned after his use of the word "nigger" on the job last month raised
such
a stink that new local NAACP leader Carl Mack, among others, went public
calling for his head. Emanuels gave it to them before the school district
had
a chance to.
The case pushes my buttons for a number of reasons. For one, I'm a white
guy
who works with words for a living. As a kid, I was dumped into a private,
all-white South Carolina "academy" founded specifically to avoid
desegregation. I've spent most of my adult life working, in one context or
another, on political issues that involve combatting white supremacism (a
clearer, less ambiguous term than "racism.") For over a decade, most of it
spent in the South, I was the white guy in an interracial relationship.
Now,
I live and work in a Central District neighborhood where 85% of the people
Isee each day are black.
I also care a lot about education. My current beloved (for nine years now)
teaches. I speak at schools frequently. For the last two years, I've also
been on the advisory board of the student newspaper at my neighborhood high
school, Garfield. This just as easily could have happened there.
I also happen to have grown up gay, the other component of Emanuels'
linguistic nightmare.
I also just used the word "nigger" while writing a political essay, which
is
what I do for a living.
And the pillorying of Brian Emanuels sucks. Big time. It's ridiculous, for
the same reasons it would be ridiculous if I were fired for what I just
wrote. And Carl Mack -- a guy I admire, a man who has come into the local
NAACP leadership post this year vowing to make it more radical and relevant
-- should know better.
Some languages have a grammatical structure in which the meaning or
conjugation of a word changes depending on who's using it and who the
audience is. Ours is not one. "Nigger" has become a rare word in the
English
language. What other word parallels its usage? One speaker (a black guy)
can
use it in referring to a friend, and it's casual slang; coming from a white
guy to the same person, it's a deadly insult.
As it happens, Emanuels' student uttered one of the only other words out
there: "gay." The critical context, missing from both the howls of outrage
of
Mack and other and from most media accounts, was that Emanuels did
not
call his African-American student a nigger. He used the word in exactly the
same context that his student did when the boy referred derisively to an
assignment as being "gay," slang for (roughly) weak, effeminate, unworthy.
Intentionately or not, the kid was using a word as a slur that I can use
and
have used freely to describe myself, as I did a few lines above. Emanuels
found exactly the right linguistic comparison by asking, to the kid and
then
to the class, how the boy would feel if Emanuels, as a white, called him a
nigger, and explaining that the youth had used "gay" in a way that was
wounding and offensive to queers, just like the use of "nigger" would be
had Emanuels used it to describe the kid.
In other words, Emanuels got pilloried as either (at worst) a true racist,
or
(at best) unaware of the very lesson he was sharing with his charges.
So after the class, kids complained, parents squawked, community leaders
thundered. And now Emanuels -- a retired Microsoftie who went into teaching
this year for all the right reasons, the type of teacher our schools
desperately need, is now out of teaching. He made, essentially, a rookie
mistake: misjudging, in a racially mixed inner-city high school, his
freedom
to speak freely as a white guy about a topic never far from anyone's minds.
Emanuels should have been reprimanded for his poor judgment in not knowing
that even uttering the n-word would be used against him in the way that
kids
are always looking for a leg up on an authority figure. He could have, and
would have, learned from it. Instead, a horde of what some talk radio
demagogues might call professional victims descended, ferreting out bigotry
where none was shown.
Instead, the lesson -- for every white teacher and community member, and
not
a few blacks as well -- is that in a school district and city with far more
racially based problems than most whites care to admit, race is a topic
that
must never be broached. Only bad things happen when publicly verbalizing
what
everyone says or thinks privately. Forget an honest discussion; when a
mistake is made, when a grievance is aired, no listening is possible. No
learning is possible.
Most of our kids grow up knowing better; most students in Seattle are more
colorblind than the adults around them. Race has virtually no biological
basis; everyone's DNA is pretty much the same. Race is a social construct.
And now, instead of teaching, Brian Emanuels is another brick in that wall.
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